loneliness.

An air of ceaseless despondency !

Replies getting late, chats getting shorter,topics getting over – we see a once well-nourished friendship dwindling more often nowdays.

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You go on a trip for a short span of time and when you come back to rejoin your old pals, you learn- your once boon companions have now left you for the same nature and character which they once loved about you. They are now ashamed of your company which they once favoured. You feel used – giving your everything to some people who never became yours.

Here comes a juncture of loneliness. Daytime, you have the company of your shadow but at night the shadow too leaves you- all alone brawling with the darkness within.

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Toxic Friendship. We see people know lyrics to each other’s song , their elbows echo in tune. What if i can’t hum a key ? What if my melodies are the ones nobody hears?How long before I am lost for good? Toxic friendships are the worst of all kind – getting away from this is the best option , do it even if it costs you everything.

In such toxic friendships we keep swallowing what we thought was air. Seriously , Why do I need someone? I am a daughter to a father. A sister to a brother. A friend to a friend. What am I to myself ? I AM SUFFICIENT. Sufficient for myself.